Holy Jesus. Tomorrow is the day I finally leave. It's felt like it's taken forever, yet it has happened sooo fast. God dammit! D:

At the moment, I've gone from feeling nothing, to just... Weird. I'm mainly sad though. Going to miss my family alot. Had dinner with most of them last night. My Japanese Sensei and his girl friend Eriko went too! It was a great night! That started with a bang, and certainly ended with one. I was told at the end, in the parking lot by my Sensei that the day before the dinner (Sunday), he proposed to Eriko. She said 'Yes' of course. It was amazing hearing the news, I am so happy for them! Hopefully I will see them in Japan!

Sensei's been my teacher for close to a year and a half. Since that time, I've gone from wanting to learn so much, to knowing soo much but wanting to learn more. He's taught me so much valuable stuff, interesting stories and explained things through hilarious role playing. It has been a great time and I just know we'll be friends for a long time! So Sensei, if you're reading this, I'm sorry I didn't say much but another word would have brought me to tears of happiness. I was so overwhelmed that night. It was just fantastic!!!



Kakkoii ne! :D

In other news, I'm ready and packed with some minor things to do tomorrow morning. I'm annoyed though, because I don't know why people are asking if I'm excited? When you think about it. I'm leaving behind my family and friends for close to a year, in exchange, I'm placed in a foreign country, with a new culture and traditions. A new language. It's scary. It will be a great experience, but right now the excitement won't kick in until I'm actually there, I think?


So bring it on, put me on the plane, take me to Tokyo! I'm ready!!!

...I think? >.<;